Wanting, watching, debating, on which way to run to,
Haunted, voices, craving, someone to run to/
I haven't lost myself in a long time,
I never tried to care when I wanted to,
I just want to be part of something,
I just want to be real like you/
Sometimes, I feel like a monster,
And times, I feel like a saint,
I'm on my knees, you're my favorite disease,
Silent, warnings, tell me, that I've let things come undone,
Show me, teach me, the way to heaven, 'cause no other way can/
Pre Ch/
I haven't lost myself in a long time,
I never tried to care when I wanted to,
I just wanted to be part of something,
I just wanted be real like you/
Sometimes, I feel like a monster,
And times, I feel like a saint,
I'm on my knees, you're my favorite disease,
Closer, closer, closer to You,
I need to be closer, have closure, and get closer to You,
Every step I take...../
Sometimes, I feel like a monster,
At times, I feel like a saint,
I'm on my knees, you're my favorite disease,
And I love the way you kill me,
Love the way you heal me/
I Love the way you kill me,
Love the way you heal me/
I love the way you kill me,
Love the way you heal me/
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